Just Me

I love making list. Its a tad bit obsessive **shrug**

back to this list i go, lol　

It’s been 70 days since the last time I bit my nails. It (was) my worst bad habit. I bit my nails when I was sad, anxious, nervous, depressed, happy, just about every emotion/state of being involked this habit. Id been doing it for almost as long as not sleeping at night. And I’ve been doing that since birth.

I’ve quit several times in the past. The longest was 2009 to May 2010. When my Aunt passed I relapsed. It was necessary, I took my Aunts passing really hard.

But this time is different from all the others. The first 40 days I wore Virtual Nails by Dashing Diva. They were expensive but there was no nail damage when they came off. The last 30 days have just been my nails. And that’s something I’ve never been able to do without biting them. It’s a real accomplishment for me.

It was a serious compulsion. Most the time I didn’t even realize I was doing it.

Two of my biggest pet peeves is having to repeat myself and being ignored. You suddenly become very irrelevant in my life. Having to repeat myself usually means that your not listening, not paying attention, essentially ignoring. Not cool at all.

I’m not talking about repeating myself in a general sense. I mean a long the lines of having the same conversation just about every week for X amount of time.

I am a crier. whenever i tell someone this, they tell me i dont look like one, they would have never guessed it. but i am. i cry when a sad part comes on in a movie, tv show or cartoon, lol. sad songs some times get me too. i hate Aaron Hall’s song and video for “I miss you”. simply bc it gets me misty eyed. its made me cry since the first time ive seen it and every time after that, lmao.

I love all things Zombie, Vampire and Werewolves.

I wont front, I am vain.

My face is awesomeness. My thighs, calves, stomach, breast and arms all awesomeness as well, lmao. Whenever I pass a mirror, I cant help but to admire this awesomeness. 

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I like doing “tourist” things. When I walk through Manhattan (everyday) I look up (one of the ways NYers identify tourist, lol) at the buildings. I notice the awesome architectual styles, details of the buildings. Old buildings between the new shiny skyscrappers. I love finiding the few cobblestoned streets left in the city.

I want to go to the Statue of Liberty, Ellis Island, The observation deck on the Empire State building, Big Onion walking tour, Grand Central Terminal tour, to the Top of the Rock, explore Central Park, etc etc etc.

New Yorkers generally dont do these things. But I want to.

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I love reading! I love books! I own hundreds of them that I keep organized by genre and then alphabetically by author and then published date. My organizational skills are ridiculous, lol.

one of my reading indulgences include scifi easy reader/young adult/teen fiction novels, lol. I would say its at least 30% a decent portion of my collection, lol.

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I am a flirt, a tease. **shrug**